FallenAngelofDeath21

I wake up scared, I needed you then and you were there beside me. I leave your house scared, You were still at home. I work scared, I could only talk to you via Facebook. I clean toys scared, I couldn't talk to you because you were busy. I finish work scared, I have to walk around the place locking up without you there. I'm scared when I see you again, Not even a second with you and I feel safe again. You tell me we're going shopping, I go from safe, to heartbroken. It was meant to be you and me this afternoon, Not 30 minutes with your family and 5 minutes of us. I know I see you all the time now, but am I not allowed to want my boyfriend